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life sucks

2006-07-05T05:42:00.000-07:00

damn long nv blog le.. cuz keyboard spolit.. but ya.. its working perfectly now.. life simply sucks.. got to study for my exams everyday.. and its so freaking boring.. finally its over today and after the paper went back store to get my pay.. only 240.. got to use 150 to pay for my phone bill.. return my bro $30.. return zw $30.. and the remaining to buy present for zw.. he's such a gd pal.. wun forget him.. dun worry.. yr birthday will be a memorable one.. played two soccer matches against his team.. won the first game by 12-7.. scored 1 and assisted 3? forget le la.. but great match.. lost the second game 5-4.. great game but ya.. no support throughout.. play another game soon k? need all the first team players.. azmil hafiz pls dun sabo again.. bryan's birthday coming soon.. lucky dun have to spend money cuz already bought for him a stussy jacket worth $115.. boss and erwan want me to go back help out in the mid year inventory.. but got school lei.. still deciding though.. SHOCKED!!! boss actually praised me.. he said that the store values me a lot and i'm a very important personnel in the store.. haha.. so happy to hear that.. once in a lifetime boss ever praise ppl.. haha.. see how la.. need money to buy present for SIYA and yinyin birthday next month.. haha.. work so hard to buy birthday present for ppl.. haha.. but nvm la.. shall not spend so much recently.. must save to get A BATHING APE for myself.. haha.. exams over le.. play for a few weeks must starting chionging again.. A's levels coming soon.. cant screw up this time.. meeting siya this friday.. but everytime we r together.. time seems to pass so fast.. sian.. went to support her at the national stadium on saturday.. "MILLENIUM INSTITUTE CONTINGENT COMMANDER LEE SIYA".. woohoohoo! haha.. i'm proud of u dear.. after that went to fisherman's wif siya and her frens check claris and leong.. amazingly we click.. but ya.. not my style to chat freely with someone i just met.. oh ya.. my colleague ck is going for his ns this fri.. commando.. haha.. hopefully i dun get the same thing.. but ya gd luck and take care k? nice working with him all this months.. taught me a lot.. and ya.. faizul and su.. damn long nv hang out together le.. find some day go out play k? miss u guys.. and ya.. siya gd luck for yr exams k?.. i finally blog finish le.. i love you dear..

sickness go away

2006-06-20T06:04:00.000-07:00

damn long nv blog le... busy with the world cup and stuff... holidays is going to end in a few days time... sian... dun tink will work in these few months... muz study for mid years le... but desperate for money... hit 155 dollars for my phone bill... freaking sian... but at least its worth it... i love delgirl... she has fallen sick again... for the fifth time this year??? poor thing... cant take care of her... she's too weak to get out of her hse and i cant go her hse becuz of her mum and sis who r always around... juz hope she gets well soon... hate to see her like this... miss her lots... gt this soccer match on sunday against zhouwei's frens... and most of my tru buddies are playing... faizul, azmil, shafiqz, yoke and bryan... hope we can play a gd match and win the match.... lastly... hope my dear delgirl gets well soon..

UPDATED..

2006-06-14T08:40:00.000-07:00

veri long nv blog le... veri busy recently... went out on sat and sun with the usual gang... my blood brother bryan lau, my sworn brother zhouwei and my dear dear siya... spend a lot but dunno why... only gt one stussy shirt for myself which is damn cool la... love it.. saw a lot of super nice stuffs during this great singapore sale but no money to buy lei... super sian lor.. bought one revoltage stripe t-shirt, one zara top for siya... she seems to love it a lot.. so ya.. i dun regret spending my money on her la... she gt this 45.90 revoltage wallet for me... thx a lot dear...i love it.. she's freaking gd to me la... i love lee siya... and ya... u actually spent one day to prepare the surprise since i told u that i like the wallet a lot on sat.. and u gave me the best present on sunday... freaking touched la... den we went for steamboat at marina south at night... enjoyed ourselves a lot...the food was so freaking nice.. too bad bryan had no appetite and didnt eat a lot.. u missed it bro.. we find another day go again k?? and zw... u spent a lot la... on the nice haircut, new pants and the t-shirts... but ya.. tink it's super worth it... u look super cool lor.. win me hands down lei... but ya... i nt jealous... juz happy for u... cool guy.. relax for yr holidays la... recently so stressed... some day find me go out lei... and sian... heard this news that my favourite supervisor faizul is getting transferred PERMANENTLY to some other stores.. sian lor.. dunno y boss wan him to go.. its like a lot of things cant be done without him le.. and ya.. he is still getting transferred... wth.. but no matter where he go.. faizul, u r still my favourite supervisor.. take care bro.. i will go look for u at work de.. continue to hang out k?? and next su tian, why recently like veri hard to ask u out ah?? msg u nv reply.. worried abt u lei.. heard frm my bro that u was hanging out in town the whole saturday alone.. y didnt ask us to accompany u?? no matter wat juz dun tink so much k.. i'm always here for u k... pls and dun do things that will make us worried again.. go out together someday pls??? i miss ya a lot... aiyo dun do scary things lei.. hahaha.. take care ah.. and lastly, DLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DIE-D

2006-06-06T08:43:00.000-07:00

din do anything much these few days.. went to school on mon for some stupid lecture and went to meet siya after that.. plan to study de... bring along all my books and stuff.. but ya.. end up talking TaLkInG and TALKING til 11 plus before i actually went hm... haha.. din know we can actually gossip so long... haha.. but ya.. meeting so many times this week..
mon went out to 'study'
wed working afternoon shift together
thur meeting her after work
fri and sat going out as usual
sun working full shift together
haha.. meeting 6 times out of 7 days.. izzit gd or bad?? haha.. dunno la.. haf to work tmr.. sian.. most probably b truck.. hopefully come before 2pm.. so i can juz clear instead of doing unloading.. in that way that will be no night stack.. can go hm and slp... haha...
and zw.. dun feel so stressed up k?? first year poly so stress le... how to tahan til third year.. hah.. take care ah.. i find one gf for u k?? haha.. see ya on sunday..
got to work tmr.. sian.. hopefully these morons can do closing faster and dun make me angry... or else i will show the black black face that everyone is scared of.. haha.. but i wun show it to my dear la.. haha.. thats all la.. tired le..

week in heaven

2006-06-04T20:46:00.000-07:00

this week pass a little too fast.. but i enjoyed it a lot a lot... met my dear dear siya for five days this week.. 5/7.. is that a lot?? but ya.. i still cant get enuff of it... cant wait to see her every second.. went out on fri with siya and bryan.. finally told my bro the truth.. and his reaction was quite expected la.. so ya.. din really care since i know he was not really angry but pissed that he actually went to msg his 'gf'.. haha.. den my bro actually went hm alone.. so i see siya hm myself lor.. but ya.. its also gd la.. haha.. den we went out on sat again.. wif bryan zw and siya.. got this soccer match in the morning against tjc.. cant believe we actually lost.. first loss in like 8 months.. wth.. feeling damn pissed.. but when i met up with siya and co.. i was feeling a lot better le.. we went to play pool.. and ya.. seems that i can win everyone except lee siya.. DISTRACTION!!! haha.. went to fisherman at night and took a lot of super nice pictures.. enjoyed myself a lot over these few days wif them by my side.. i love yr company, lee siya.. ya.. zw bryan..u all r not forgotten oso la.. haha.. zw is happy high these days.. very fun to have him la.. haha.. thx for scaring all these freaking cats away.. haha.. and beloved siya.. if u r dependent on me and need my calls to wake up every day, den i will juz call u and wake u up everyday den.. I LOVE LEE SIYA.. cheers to our one week anniversary!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and ya.. thx for all yr blessings.. thx to bryan zhouwei yinyin sutian fiona freddy faizul linda.. love u guys..

so freaking touched..

2006-05-30T09:58:00.000-07:00

went to work at abt 12 plus today.. told siya the day before i working full shift.. wake her up in the morning at abt 7.30am.. den she went bathe and stuff.. in the end found out that i was sleeping in bed and going for the afternoon shift.. haha.. thats when her plan a fail.. den ya.. planning to meet me for dinner.. but ya.. keep asking her whether she coming so i can at least prepare.. but she keep saying she going out wif zijun den going hm to study for paper.. so ya.. plan to call her after work lor.. suddenly she msg me and say that she's at hm... feeling much better after the attitude she given me juz nw.. den suddenly someone 'oei' at me frm behind when i'm filling up the fantasma magic area.. sounds so familiar.. den ya.. turn arnd saw this freaking cute stranger.. i'm like stoned for 20 seconds before i actually respond.. so freaking sweet of u.. love LEE SIYA... haha.. den we went to some secret corner and talk for only 30 mins when she actually took the trouble to come down and meet me for dinner.. and ya she din even eat anything.. feel so bad and guilty of myself.. she's always the one contributing to this relationship and i'm not doing anything at all.. feel so freaking useless... but ya.. LEE SIYA made my day.. so freaking sweet.. wat is my life without her???? srry i din catch yr hints... su tian is like so freaking shocked when she know that me and siya r together.. haha.. i myself is shocked too la.. thx for yr blessings.. and ya.. dun feel so emo la.. i still miss the old su tian.. promise me u will cheer up k? feel free to call.. u r a great fren who will always haf a place in my heart..
and lastly, i love love love love love love LEE SIYA!!!!!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

It's official..

2006-05-29T20:23:00.000-07:00

finally, it's official.. haha.. me and stranger... haha.. feel so happy... it's like things actually took a huge turn in those few days.. frm brother sister to erm... ya... but it's for the best of everyone.. haha..i only told two persons abt this.. and ya.. they r zw and bryan... they dun seem really shocked when they heard the news.. weird.. but ya.. blessings r given.. thx bros.. i need that... dun worry.. i will take gd care of her de.. u all haf my word for that.. i wun ps u all guys even if i haf a gf de.. we will still meet up every week.. but ya.. oso try to understand sometimes k... haha.. and ya.. dun say wat dun wanna be lamp.. juz go out together... dun attitude me... haha.. the rest dun read le...
ya enuff... the rest r dedicated to the special one(LEE SIYA)
haha.. "eh me.... del... eh ya.ya.. so ya..".. haha.. cant believe someone actually understand that..
its like so chim la.. haha.. thx for the pictures that u drawn.. love them and ya.. love the one who drew them the most... so weird for a guy to say all this in his blog.. haha.. ya la.. but its the truth.. haha.. i juz so sweet rite.. cant believe it myself... wat can i say.. u simply made my life~~.. haha.. love ya..

FINALLY

2006-05-28T20:40:00.000-07:00

finally the hols r here... but ya.. still haf to go back school for lessons.. sian.. went out on fri wif siya and bryan to watch xmen.. i din really catch the movie la.. but it was still so freaking nice wif U by my side feeding me popcorns and drinks.. feel so loved suddenly.. haha.. find some other day we watched movie again k? know u wun reject de la.. u cant bear to oso.. haha.. went to sentosa wif zw and bryan on sat.. met my secondary soccer mates there and of cuz played soccer.. haha.. as expected.. i assist three times and scored two myself.. so pro rite.. i'm jealous of my talents.. haha..
bryan and me haf many heart to heart talks over this weekend.. so ya.. promised to work hard for my exams k.. dun keep nagging.. u look old enuff le.. haha.. and zw.. faster holiday lei.. den we can go out play again.. and come back work wif me la.. siya yinyin freddy and fiona.. u all oso come back work lei.. work without u guys is like so boring lor.. haha.. a lot more to say.. but ya.. lazy la.. dun blame me k, LEE SIYA??? haha.. know wat u wan me to say.. but i juz wun say it de.. haha.. too bad.. keep on guessing!!!!!

cant wait for holidays

2006-05-25T02:31:00.000-07:00

pon pe today again.. damn freaking big rain.. cant play soccer..
actually wanted to watch x men wif my frens today... but promised siya and co to watch wif them le.. so too bad.. haf to ps my frens.. feeling damn bad.. find one day we go out together k?
going sentosa on sat... the only place to have fun without spending much.. cant wait for wed to come faster.. need money la.. haha.. working during holidays.. hope boss will be in a gd mood.. so ya.. working might just become more fun.. haha.. siya.. u promised to sing the wang li hom song for me de.. so ya.. dun break yr promise!!! haha... tmr exam still go out play.. slacker..
tmr my bro will be booking out again.. so most probably we will be going out.. haha
hopefully can stop my sending spree and dun spend so much.. or i will haf to survive on biscuits for the next week.. thats abt it.. nothing much to blog either..
LEE SIYA, can u stop being so cute and be normal for a moment????????

back to normal

2006-05-24T07:44:00.000-07:00

finally!!!! the holidays r here.. juz 2 more days of enduring in school
dun wanna cause any trouble before the term ends.. but ya.. veri veri hard..
shouted at my teacher that day... and the feeling?? DAMN FREAKING GD.. haha
dun tink i was in the wrong... nt juz my view.. but views of the whole class.. haha
dun talk abt school le.. school life is so sucky.. miss those christmas days at tru...
but ya.. feel that everyone at tru is changing... even su and faizul..
lucky there's still ken arnd to play and slack wif me every time...
as for azmil and hafiz.. veri long nv see them le.. my favourite gang at tru..
miss the time we four actually do unloading and closing together..
damn fun.. haha.. miss them a lot.. lastly.. decidated to my sworn brothers..
bryan lau de hui
cen zhou wei
meet them every week and still cant get enuff of hanging out together.. haha
the best brothers that one could ever get...
next.. lee siya and sng yin yin.. my two best gal frens at tru..
always there for me when i'm feeling down
with these ppl in my life, i will nv feel lonely again...
i love u guys.. thx for brightening my life..
and lastly, linda freddy fiona(tru) marilyn elaine(my 'lovers') and all my soccer pals..
i love u all too..
lee siya, u rox my life... haha.. kept my promise!

can pay day come faster!!!!!!!!

2006-05-21T22:46:00.000-07:00

watched two movies over the weekend wif su elyn faizul bryan zw and SIYA... getting poor but quite worth it...
over the hedge and da vinci's code are two freaking nice movies.. so ya.. be sure to catch it..
freaking poor nowadays.. nv buy any clothes and stuff for this month but left wif a pathetic 40 bucks!!!! WTH!!!!
but enjoyed myself over the weekends.. SIYA is so freaking cute and fun to play wif..
love her hair.. her smile.. her cheeks.. her attitude..well ya.. her everything.. and the shoulder that i just couldnt get enuff of sleeping on..
watching over the hedge wif her by my side was so fun but tiring..
haf to feed her the cookies bit by bit but ya.. i'm enjoying it.. haha
next time yr turn to feed me le k??? haha
frens r so fun to be wif.. but ya. need money desperately to go out again..
saw so many nice nice things while shopping but yet cant buy any... only bought a SUPER DUPER NICE adidas bag.. i wan more super style shirts.. bathingape?? haha.. saw one guy wearing it.. cant wait to haf my own..
this feeling really sux.. hopefully my pay is A LOT A LOT..
so i can go shopping again... HAPPILY
haha.. loves to all of u:
LEE SIYA
bryan lau de hui
cen zhou wei(lau de wei)
teo su tian
faizul
elyn.... lets watch movie again when payday k?

stupid checkup day...

2006-05-18T07:04:00.000-07:00

only slp for a pathetic 4 hrs ytd!!
stay awake for the match... nice match though.. barca prevails after all..
was quite happy with the outcome but all credit to arsenal..
planned to stay awake for another hr to wake siya.. so sweet rite..
went to bed after that.. before i knew it.. it was already 11am..
drag myself out of bed for the stupid ns medical checkup.. gotta travel all the way down to queenstown to get myself inspected by some freako stranger.. totally naked.. yuckss..
there were some maths and physics tests which waste a lot of time..
so juz skip thru it.. met one weirdo called azhar.. came up to me and ask for my name..
i was so shocked!!! wanted to tell him i'm not a gay.. but ya.. we actually went queenstown to shop for a while after the tests.. so weird shopping wif a stranger.. said some lame excuses and went hm.. was msging siya all the while and hope she's in a much better mood.. so fucking tired nw.. wished i would juz slp and nv wake up..

waiting with nthg to do..

2006-05-17T09:51:00.000-07:00

waiting for the soccer match to start.. nthg to do and no one to talk to for the next 2 hrs... so ya.. will be aimlessly surfing the net and once again thinkin abt some stuffs...
juz saw siya blog and i was liked GOSH! the first time she actually say the f word..
so first thing in mind was to msg siya and ease her 'suffering'
dun be so angry k.. cool down baobei.. watevr happens that's still me arnd..
so ya.. give me a call anytime.. cant wait to see ya on sat.. miss ya..

...

2006-05-16T02:48:00.000-07:00

wake up and saw this super sweet msg frm ... who else... LEE SIYA..
she's juz so sweet... whoever bully her again better watch out.. bryan gt for himself a super GD adek... and i mean it.. and zw gt superb taste.. she's juz the best.. so ya.. love her forever..
msg so many ppl over these days and only siya bother to talk to me... juz realise that i din haf much 'true' frens after all... always the one giving without returns... wat for...
i dun need any returns.. juz dun treat me like a fool..

.... do anyone care?? ....

2006-05-15T04:27:00.000-07:00

gt this idea of bloggin frm my blood bro.. so ya
thot of it as quite a stupid idea actually... but so many things happened recently...
my emoness is back and worse den before...
mabbie this is the only way ppl can see and FINALLY care abt me..
but dun tink that wil happen cuz nobody cares abt me... perhaps only my dear siya and my bros..
cant imagine life without them... hope our bonding dun end...
everybody's changing... will i change too...
well outcast me.. since nobody will give a bloody damn abt me...
well it ends here.. so ya..
as promised... LEE SIYA IS SO CUTE.. I juz LOVE her...